Repulsion of beauty drove me to hunt A frenzy of self hate possessing me Violated their bodies, stripped of their pride Tortured and twisted until they have died Hatred inside is all I would find
I despise what I see in the mirror Sadistic hateful scum I ki will them but its myself I hate Now I will do myself too A straight razor wi will reshape my face First my ears then my nose Blood is gushing continue to carve Erase the face I hate Now Imhacking at my chest A frenzy of self hate possessed me Controls my actions, controls my thoughts As I scrape away at my skin
I fi will my tub, with alcohol I plunge into the burning pool The pain intense, my whole body Is drenched in scalding liquid Despite my pain Imable To grab a lighter on the counter The flint ignites, the flames erupt Imconsumed in the inferno Cauterize, my skin is charred Regenerate, more loathsome than before
I despise what I see in the mirror Sadistic hateful scum The abomination before my eyes A reflection of me I see an image of disfigured evil I have skinned myself alive Dripping with blood and blistered by fire The face I hate erased
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