Now in these cynical times
Stereotypical minds
Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb
Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind
Imtrying to look beyond the lies
Just to see what I will find
Imlike a flower in a cave
Another hour in the maze
And I will cower to the power of my criminal ways
The sun is shining but Imcatchin minimal rays
Its time for me to grow out of this childish phase
My life is like a battle that I will probably never win
cause I keep thinking big and risking everything
Lifes a challenge and I wonder if I will ever find the balance
Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents
CHORUS
Sometimes I wonder if I will ever change
Can I change
Would I change
OrmI always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
My fingers poiting in the mirror
Imthe one now
I see my shadow in the sun dial
Am I really out of change
Put my freedom in a cage
Slow down
Man I got a son now
There is nothing new they all said it
And I know it but I had to go through it myself
Imhard-headed
thats the only way I will learn
Get caught in the fire there is no escaping the burn
And it burns
Change this
Change that
Change is full of lies
I remain the same cat wear a good disguise
Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye
So if I change Id be changing for the worst wouldnt I?
CHORUS
I wanna run but if I run Imonly running from myself
Would it be easier if I were someone else
Imlike a child plain with matches thats never been burned
Relearning all the lessons that I have already learned
On a highway to a destination I have earned
So many exits, but I have never bothered to turn
Imlike a piece of shard glass laying on a frame of a window
That was broken by the bricks of pain
Sometimes I feel just like the devils guinea pig
Hes watching me just to see how deep I can dig
I admit Imfucked up and got a lot to learn
So now Imdancing in the ashes of the bridge I have burned
CHORUS
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