Wait... I said, underneath my breath as she turned away from me. Never did I see the look in her eye because her back was turned to me. Maybe if I had seen a tear drop in her eye I would have stopped I swear I would; but I kept pushing her to love me but I didnt know that I was only pushing her away from me. Maybe if I hadnt chased her to the door, then maybe she would have come back for more. All that I can say is if only, maybe if I wouldnt say maybe all the time then shed be back and shed be mine. Now I m lost. I ve been down this path before, but it hasnt been a while. I sit here and just think, about my life and how I never seem to win. Constantly not smiling because of a stupid girl, who I only want because she doesnt want me. I snt it funny how life always works out, works out when youd least expect it to. Did you know I hate your honesty. Did you know I hate the games you play. Maybe if I sit here for a while, then maybe I d have you in my arms again, then youd be back and more than friends.
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