lets not sugar coat this, its not that sweet, my mind restrains my lips from speaking those words no one wants to hear, those words someone has to say. its time to kiss goodbye. imso close to ripping out my heart, imso close to throwing it in your face. where wi will i be then? no better off than imnow. alone, afraid, desensitized. this is not the first time and imsure its not the last. this is the thing imsure of, the one thing i know. let me ask you a question, do you know whats wrong with me? can you gi have me an answer? if not then leave me the fuck alone, quit playing hero. honestly tears are not for you, these tears are for me. the me inside of me, the one that no one sees, the me i stri have to be. imso alone, and imafraid of becoming desensitized. at least i think thats what i want. do you know what i want? do you know who i am? do you like who i have become?
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